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[Saturday, October 10th, 2009; 1:39pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

i shouldn't have to live up to anyone's standards of a friend.
i should just be someone's friend.
a true friend would accept my flaws no matter what.
a true friend would love me all the same.
a true friend wouldn't think the worst of me.
a true friend would look past everything they've heard and give me the benefit of the doubt.
a true friend would know that everything i do isn't me trying to make someone else's life a living hell.
a true friend will acknowledge my downfalls and not use them against me.
a true friend will always give on their behalf without hesitation.
a true friend will never expect anything in return except maybe respect.
a true friend will be there regardless of what's going on with them (unless under certain circumstances)
a true friend will actually want to sit down and get to know me.
a true friend won't let me down...
&lastly, true friends will never expect anything less from you than all of the above.

...&&personally, i don't think any of those things are hard to do at all. if anything it will make the world a better place. so don't turn your back on your friends. there are two sides to every story. and because everyone chose one side without looking at all of the above, this is me slowly walking away. nobody should have to earn a friendship. you're either friends, or your friends on a break... friendships never die. but right now i think these friendships have been thoroughly destroyed... and maybe that's my fault, and maybe it's theirs. at the end of the day, i don't think i did anything wrong. i just can't do this anymore. very few people are worth this... and they don't even take up the five fingers on my hands. i'm done, and i'm sorry, but it's people like you that make me want to throw up.

2 times he bumped me

[Friday, September 18th, 2009; 1:30am]
I know when to stay away. Sigh....this blows.
times he bumped me

[Saturday, September 5th, 2009; 11:05am]
it takes two to tango, and right now i just feel like i'm dancing by myself.
come around whenever you feel like it.
times he bumped me

[Tuesday, August 11th, 2009; 5:17pm]
I feel like I need to start my day earlier. I hate wasted days.
times he bumped me

[Wednesday, August 5th, 2009; 4:27pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I really don't like awkward situations.

times he bumped me

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